#whilst being visably aged a bit

[sapphanimates]

erm, uhhh. sasha au sonic! he's like, 40 here.

arm braces, scratched up shoes, nose scar, torn ears, ear piercing, and a couple grey quills (not very well hidden). oh and hes a scruffy lad.

(IT WAS HARD TRYING TO MAKE AN OLDER SONIC DESIGN THAT WASNT IDENTICAL TO MY 20 SOMETHING ALACRITY AU DESIGN, WHILST ALSO NOT BEING BORING OR OVER THE TOP. HELP.)

[martini-shaken-not-stirred]

BTS Reactions - They found out about a bad past relationship

*Love a bit of angst, don’t you? Requests are still open as well :)*

!WARNING! Mentions of abuse, rape and emotional abuse! Please don’t read if you will find this triggering or upsetting!

Kim Namjoon:

“Namjoon please be careful.” You shouted into the kitchen where you had, regretfully, entrusted the job of carrying in plates to Kim Namjoon, aka The God of Destruction. “Baby, i’m always careful, i just sometimes can’t help the clumsiness.” You shook your head and went to take a seat at the table, when all of a sudden you heard a loud crash. You darted to the corner of the room and curled up into a ball, protecting yourself on instict. Namjoon solumnly walked in, ready to apologise, but he shot over to your hunched over figure that was visably shaking. “Hey baby are you okay? Did that really scare you?” You nodded and looked up at him with tear-filled eyes and his heart broke. “How? Why does that sound scare you so much?” You gulped and tried to compose yourself, whilst Namjoon sat on the floor next to your and pulled you onto his lap. “Well,” You wiped away the last few remaining tears, “My last relationship was abusive.” Namjoon’s mouth fell open and he started to reassuringly rub your arm to continue. “They would always come home angry and would throw things, sometimes just at the walls, and sometimes at me. They would scream abuse at me and make me feel like shit. That crash sound just sent me back to the past and i relived everything. I’m sorry.” Namjoon kissed your forehead and choked back tears, “Baby i’m so sorry, i didn’t realise, i’m going to be a lot more careful now, i promise. You won’t ever have to go through that trauma again.” 

Kim Seokjin:

“Thank you Jin, that was the best date i have ever been on!” Seokjin frowned. He had only taken you to a little amusment park, nothing special. “Really? The best? Surely other boyfriends have taken you better places?” Seokjin said tying the scarf around his neck. You looked down and shuffled with your feet. “Boyfriend, singular, and no, he didn’t take me out.” Seokjin looked back at you confused, “What a crappy boyfriend, I’ll be a million times better I promise.” You half smiled, “You’re already a million times better, Jinnie, he used to abuse me.” You said the last bit quietly but it still made Seokjin stop in tracks. “He abused you?” You shyly nodded from embarassment and tried to walk away, but Seokjin tugged on your wrists and pulled you into his chest. “I’m so so sorry, he took what he had for granted. You’re so amazing, wonderful and beautiful I can’t see how anyone could hurt you like that.” You felt a drop of water fall on your head and looked up to see Seokjin staring straight ahead, looking as if he’s trying not to cry. “Jinnie,” He slowly looked down at you and your suspicions were right, he had a couple of tears brimming in his eyes threatening to fall. “Jinnie I love you so much, thank you for loving me unconditionally too.” He kissed the top of your head and pulled you in closer. “Of course Jagi, you deserve the best.”

Min Yoongi:

“Well, well, well, look who it is boys.” You froze in your spot at that ghastly voice. “Aw, little Y/N is all vulnerable and on her own. She looks like a lost sheep.” You turned to face the voice and he stood with an arrogant smirk on his face. “Have you missed me Y/N? Those few years we had was fun.” Your breathing started to get heavier and you desperately turned looking for Yoongi. You spotted him busily talking on the phone, he had excused himself earlier because Namjoon was texting, asking for some advice. Yoongi didn’t look up and you were cornered by your ex and his friends. “Leave me alone, I have a good and loving boyfriend now.” You said, trying to sound brave but your voice wavered and it only achieved a chorus of laughter. “And where is he now?” You eyes shifted over to Yoongi’s slumped figure, leaning on a wall still arguing with Namjoon over the phone. Your ex followed your eyes and found Yoongi. “You’re dating him? Wow he must care, he’s probably on the phone asking for a fuck right now with some random chick.” You bit your lip and looked down. “I could take you with me right now and not let you leave like you did last time, nothing is stopping me, I could beat you until you’re begging me to stop and i will, only so you can stay alive.” You let out a sob but yelped as you saw a fist connect with your exes face. He fell to the ground and Yoongi stood over him, intimidatingly. “You leave her alone and never lay a finger on her again.” Yoongi grabbed your hand and took you away from the scene. “I’m so sorry you had to found out about that, i was going to tell you in my own time but i couldn’t find the right time to-” Yoongi pressed his lips softly to yours then pulled away. “You don’t have to explain anything, I don’t even want to know what that guy did to you, because it will end up with me getting life in jail.”

Jung Hoseok:

Yet again, another text. This had become a daily occurance. Your ex had somehow got hold of your new number and has been incessantly spamming your phone with degrading messages and death threats. At first you blocked him, but he quickly gained a new number and text you from that. You had given up trying to ignore the messages and put your phone beside you, laying down hoping to go to sleep to forget about them and to hopefully let you have a calm nights sleep. “Who the fuck just texted you that!” You shot up at Hoseok’s raging tone. You stuttered a response, all whilst Hoseok had unlocked your phone and was scrolling through the messages, the light falling from his eyes, now being replaced with impending tears. “Why didn’t you tell me about these?” He said, now in a softer voice. “I was scared and embarassed.” Hoseok tossed the phone to the side and sat next to you, burying his face into your neck. “He had been emotionally abusing me for the year that we were together, he made me do things, and said things to me. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, I just feel so weak and pathetic and I hate people’s pity.” Hoseok only shook his head and pulled you closer, unable to utter a word in case he breaks down. “I would..n-never d-do such a thing t-to you.” You lightly ran your fingers through his hair to calm him down. “I know you wouldn’t Hobi, because you’re so amazing, you’re the best friend and boyfriend anyway could ask for. I trust you Hoseok-ah.” He snuggled into you and kissed your shoulder, as a way of affection.  

Park Jimin:

“Jimin, we’re so lucky to have you, thank you for lighting up our Y/N’s life.” You had finally taken Jimin to meet your parents. He was so nervous but thankfully your parents love him. “Oh it’s an honour to be with Y/N, i couldn’t be more grateful that day she said ‘yes’ to going on a date with me.” Jimin smiled and the memory and squeezed your hand. “But seriously, thank you for taking care of her, we were so worried about how she would be after the last ‘boyfriend’.” You froze in your spot at the mention of him. “Oh what did he do?” Jimin asked innocently looking at you. Your parents looked at each other, then at you. “I think that’s something for Y/N to tell you. Come on let’s give them some privacy.” Your mother pushed your father out of the room and you sat down on the couch with Jimin, who started to sense that this was a serious matter. “I don’t really know how to say this without being blunt so here it goes... My last boyfriend physically abused me, he would beat me, kick me, he raped me a couple of times too.” Jimin grabbed onto your hands, “I’m sorry, i should’ve told you before how weak I am.” He dived forward into your arms. “I don’t think of you any differently, but i know i’m going to make sure i’m the best boyfriend ever and you’ll never get hurt. I’ll never be that guy I promise.”

Kim Taehyung:

“Pleeeeaaseeee.” Taehyung was knelt on the floor infront of you begging you to reveal some secrets about past boyfriends. “No Taehyung, please stop asking.” He pouted and rested his in your lap, still looking up at you with curiosity. “Why? Were they better than me? Were they nicer? More good-looking?” You placed a finger on his to silence. “I’ll tell you, but i need serious Taehyung now.” He slowly nodded, now slightly concerned. “The reason I don’t like to talk about the other ‘boyfriend’ I use to have is because,” You paused and bit your lip. “Because I was abused and manipulated by him.” Taehyung sat stunned in silence, he couldn’t process the idea of someone purposefully hurting you. “I’m sorry Y/N, i didn’t know, i wouldn’t have pressed you about this, shit i’m so sorry.” You slid down and hugged Taehyung and you ran your hand over his back soothingly. “I was scared to tell you incase you thought less of me, or you’d leave because you’d think i’m too fragile and overly-sensitive.” This time Taehyung pulled back and slowly rubbed your cheek. “Baby, i’m going to treat you like the Queen you are now, don’t worry about it. You’re one of the most strongest people I know, now that you’ve told me about this, you’re even braver for having lived through that. I love you so much, you’re with me now okay, you’ll be safe.” 

Jeon Jungkook:

“Hey Y/N, isn’t that your ex?” Your heart started racing at Jungkook’s inquiry as you slowly turned towards where he was pointing. You quickly stood up, “Kookie please can we leave now.” Jungkook smirked, “No let’s stay and lets make that fucker jealous.” You tugged on his jacket trying to get him to move. Your sudden movements attracted a certain someone’s attention and he bounded over. “Ya! Y/N! You’re looking as ugly as ever, you don’t age well do you.” You slowly lost the grip on Jungkook’s jacket and shook your head looking down. “Even after all those years, i can still make you looked so scared, like a little bunny.” Your exes eyes left yours and found Jungkook’s who was now stood infront of you protectively. “Speaking of bunny, who the fuck are you? Y/N’s new toy?” Jungkook landed a punch on the side of his head making him stumble back. Jungkook grabbed his collar and forced him to look at him. “Look, I don’t know what you did to Y/N, but I can tell it was nothing good, now leave us now before I kill you to the point of where you’re unrecognisable.” Your ex scrambled to his feet and ran off. “Y/N are you okay?” He walked towards you but you slightly trembled at his touch from fear, you had never seen that side of him before. “No, no, baby please don’t be scared of me. I’d never hurt you, I’d never lay a finger on you like how I did with that piece of shot, he deserves it for whatever he did.” You nodded and walked into his embraced, and Jungkook cautiously wrapped his arms around you. “He abused me for 2 years.” You mumbled into his chest. Sensing you didn’t want to talk about it, Jungkook pulled you tighter into his chest. “I love you so much, Y/N, you’re going to be safe and loved and cared for as long as i have you in my arms.” 

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Shit, i’m so sorry that was angstyyyyy. But what the people ask for, I give. I hope you enjoyed it nonetheless!